1.26.10 Misunderstanding and arguments with nearly everyone.

1.25.10 B69, 2/1, 1/2/C, C, Fung Wah.

1.24.10 Blessed recap with Alex, Clinton Hill.

1.23.10 Wet paths: Prospect Park and later.

1.22.10 Shares a mug with someone else.

1.21.10 Visits with Eva, worries about Alicia.

1.18.10 Scarlet Fever sucks the living life.

1.17.10 Mindless television is still too difficult.

1.6.10 Somehow shares a mug with myself.

1.5.10 Violently diagnosed by someone else’s shrink.

1.4.10 Spent most of the day desaturated.

1.3.10 Heartbroken: calls a moratorium on relationships.

1.2.10 Just waiting for the other shoe.

1.1.10 The unmooring of starting again without.

12.30.09 Really?! Really?! Really!? Really?! Really?! Really!?

12.29.09 Removed glasses, pulled up the covers.

12.28.09 Waits impatiently in breathless anticipation, reading.

12.11.09 Ate Cambodian food with Peggy tonight.

12.10.09 No good ideas today, maybe tomorrow.

12.09.09 Threw another day onto the stack.

12.8.09 Here tomorrow, I hope it sticks.

12.6.09 Coffee, crossword puzzle, L’argent de Poche.

12.5.09 “not there enough?  I”M FUCKING DYING.”

12.4.09 A whole day of racing around.

12.3.09 Kera asks repeatedly, “What’s the sauce?”

12.2.09 Fails once, fails again, fails everyone.

12.1.09 Video chatting made my day shinier.

11.30.09 Lauren Matheny would have been 25.

11.29.09 28, 36, 70, 25, Peña Boulevard

11.28.09 Stuck in the middle with you.

11.27.09 Wish there were a thermostat instead.

11.26.09 Thankgiving Day: Buried the family dog.

11.25.09 Broke down until long past broken.

11.24.09 Everyone has a pelvic issue today.

11.23.09 Walked before dawn across the avenues.

11.22.09 Who could have predicted such luck.

11.21.09 Fondly remembers Sedona against Elana’s wishes.

11.20.09 Back to back, goat slot (large).

11.19.09 Can in three: what? yes. please.

11.18.09 Just getting better by the hour.

11.17.09 little piece me your heart went.

11.16.09 Fell in love with a peony.

11.15.09 Floundered never very far from bed.

11.14.09 Found a baby bunny to adopt.

11.13.09 Weeps anew at the world’s absurdity.

11.12.09 Popped a zit, thought of you. (6, 24, 6)

11.11.09 My heart broke a little bit. (6, 23, 7)

11.10.09 Wait, is Iowa at sea level? (6, 22, 9)

11.9.09 Is it two? It will be. (6, 17, 6)

11.8.09 Read more about spiritual leather sex. (6, 33, 11)

11.7.09 Another day-long migraine abates after tears. (6, 40, 12)

11.6.09 The moon rises orange over Geneseo. (6, 30, 12)

11.5.09 The cancer spread to his kidney. (6, 27, 8 )

11.4.09 November fifth we wore black, accordingly. (6, 37, 11)

11.3.09 National Novel Writing Month goes under-observed. (6, 44, 13)

11.2.09 Please November, if ever you could… (6, 32, 9)

10.31.09 Affectionately hosts friends new and old. (6, 36, 10)

10.28.09 Chose fifty seven minutes of music. (6, 30, 10)

10.26.09 Mary sends me a new song. (6, 20, 7)

10.25.09 Starts taking a tender step back. (6, 28, 8 )

10.24.09 Longed and longed, longed and longed. (6, 32, 6)

10.23.09 Would have written you a letter. (6, 27, 8 )

10.22.09 Stood 5’10,” fell just as far. (6, 25, 7)

10.21.09 “Never turn your back on mother.”(6, 28, 8 )

10.20.09 Paul Monette was slightly more monogamous. (6, 37, 11)

10.19.09 Got my period eight days early. (6, 26, 8 )

10.18.09 Too sick, all day, to rise. (6. 22. 6)

10.16.09 Discovered children are the metaphorical anti-lasagna. (6, 49, 17)

10.15.09 Hollywood invites me to stay on. (6, 27, 9)

10.11.09 Lounged and shopped all day long. (6, 28, 6)

10.10.09 Bout Time, North Austin: Drag show. (6, 30, 7)

10.9.09: Grass-fed New York strip and potatoes. (6, 33, 9)

10.8.09: I repeatedly remember eating asparagus yesterday. (6, 44, 17)

10.7.09: Screaming match in the grocery store. (6, 32, 9)

10.6.09: Two beers, more laughter, with Laura. (6, 32, 8 )